Since I first started you’ve always Followed me.

Fuck, you’ve been in my life so long, you’re practically family.

But I guess that’s just how it is,

When you’re stuck with this partner since before youre grandparents Were kids.

It’s literally in my blood, it’s in my

Heritage something I can never get

enough of.

And no matter where I go no matter where I stay no matter how I sleep

 I know you’ll follow me to the day my hair is gray

If I can reach that day

If you will let me

When I was 5 you took the man I love the most

when I was 7 it was my uncle.

When I was eight you took my best

Friend’s mom

I knew these people I could sing their songs of life that you stopped you took the symphony and threw it away

How am I supposed to say I’m okay 

when before I could even have a chance to understand I already knew the way The Game of Life is played

From 10-17 it wasnt me, but i saw the crushed faces of my friends as they lost more family

When i was 18 you took one of the first faces i met in college, disguised as herself, ending her life before she could see a dream come true.

Maybe I’m too naive everyone looks at me and say I’m just a geek I’m always too happy

You never see death take someone you love away from you

 you’ve never see their eyes as they fade away

It feels like there hasn’t been a day in my life where people havent died

 I’ve lost Heroes, I’ve lost family, I’ve lost friends  so when are you taking mine

You been in my life since I was five

 so tell me

 when are you done playing this game and when are you taking mine

Please, stop playing this game and just take mine.