Look at me 

take your time and look

I pulled apart every inch that exist within me and I see every mistake that I have created or that I cannot control

I nitpick every aspect of every fucking failure. 

I am not good looking because every part of me disgusting.

my cheeks are too skinny

my chest is too boney

my legs are smaller than my self esteem 

Every aspect of myself I pick apart because I am garbage. 

I’m too white to be Hispanic.

I’m too lonely to experience love.

I don’t deserve love. 

Because every aspect of me that’s physically ugly, the mental stuff is 10 times worse. 

i’m paranoid

I doubt every aspect of myself 

I’m bitter towards life and what it can bring to me. 

I’m boring and annoying

if you talk to me once, chances are you already heard a song and story five times repeated

I hate myself and you should hate me too.

Because If you look at me, you’ll see I don’t deserve love.